Crazy day!



Work problems up the wazoo. I had a girl who was going to switch shifts with me so I could be off today, right? Today Joe was off of school and work, infact, it was his last day off of school until school actually ends! So, of course, I wanted to spend the day with him. Nothing wrong with that, right? Anyways, the girl never shows up to take my shift and I'm not informed until way too late. Infact, it's going to be taken down as a 'No call, no show' on MY part. Honestly I'm kinda mad about that. Work has been pretty bad recently anyway, and I'm afraid I'm gonna be fired. I can't imagine being fired for anything though! I'm certainly not a mediocre worker, or even a bad one! I'm a great, hard worker, if I do say so myself!

Aside from that though, I had dinner with Joe's mom and sister today. Wow. I was so nervous. I think Jess (his sister) likes me alright. Even though I know she's a whiny princess type, I actually like her. His mom seems to be trying to be civil to me, but I honestly don't think she really likes me. In fact, I think she blames me for Joe's recent "bad behaviour". (I've been staying over at his house without her knowledge and she threw a FIT. I'm not supposed to be over there at night anymore.)

So today has been rough. And of course Joe had to leave me here alone tonight. I was suprisingly down about it too! I mean, out of nowhere I just felt so depressed and it was so weird. I tried to downplay it, but I think Joe kinda noticed and he was really...kind to me. It's hard to explain really, but he was very soft and gentle. : )

However, work has me worried. I'm honestly pretty tired of Target anyway. I mean...I love some of the people there, but the work doesn't fulfill me in anyway. I want to work somewhere else...Like Hastings. Which I applied for. Let's see how that goes, eh?

I may also work on an original story. Or finally get to work on Let's Go Our Own Way.



We'll see. <3