Feeling better. Those negative feelings have seeped away. I'm sure they can come back at a moment's notice, but where I am now...it is a very positive and happy place.

Which is the norm, for me.

Fic....fic...fic....Yes, I really need to write fic. I lost my 30 kisses, which really sucks. I'll have to decide how I want to approach the fic now. Maybe I'll just finish it out? And do another 30 kisses? I'm not sure.

I do want to write though...it's just having trouble coming out.

I really would like to write to Pelleas though. Is anyone up for some Pelleas x Micaiah? Or maybe some Pelleas x Nolan, just because I can? Hmmm.....

EDIT: Pelleas x Elincia would be HAWT AND I DON'T KNOW WHY.

Crazy day!

( Do the loop-de-loop! )

We'll see. <3

Review from: *nameprotected*

Well... that was short. =(

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I usually keep my reviews private, but...I'm assuming they liked the story and were just unhappy it was so short? They didn't leave a return address either... (I try to thank everyone who comments on my writing.) Hm.

In other news, I discovered that Chris at the foodcourt really DOES dislike me. I always thought he did (he totally has the hots for my mom X.X) but now I'm 100% sure he does. So my mom is eating at the food area, and Brooks, a girl from the Target-Starbucks is sitting with her. A guy asks for some ranch dressing, and Brooks looks at Chris and suggestively says "We don't carry that, remember?"

Chris suddenly turns to my mom and says, real quick, "He never asked me for any."

What does this mean, you must be wondering? Well, everyday I get chicken nuggets and ask for ranch dressing. If Chris is working he tells me they don't CARRY any. If anyone else is working they give me some. My mom said he looked incredibly guilty. XD

LISTEN UP PEOPLE. I've got three fics here, and they are gifts from me for the Holidays. Late, I know, but...well...whaddya gonna do, eh?

To those who did not receive fic, you may still get some! I have a couple more I'm working on for specific people. This is just the first three to get done.

Also, I hate formatting on FF.net. Majorly.

The Gifts

yaoi_chick gets a drabblesque Makalov x Haar fic. Lazy Days Under the Sun

bathshua gets one of my first Link x Malon fics. Warm Chocolate and Lazy Nights

wonderful_words gets a Raine fic. Eep! True Fear

I hope you guys enjoy. Love you all!

Edit: For those of you who noticed I accidentally made two posts...er...sorry? I deleted the other one quickly, so hopefully no one got Friend Page screwed.

For those of you who remember the goal is simple. Radiant Dawn's completion (ala First Playthrough)by the eve of Christmas. Possibility? Slim, but better than originally thought.

So, reached the Prologue of Part Four and pried myself away from the television screen. It was incredibly difficult to do, but, luckily, I managed it. (A part of my soul died though.) The game has been getting VERY good. (Also, Skirmir is love.)

Mini? Naesala x Sanaki? Yeah, it rocks hard. I totally am going to write fic for it.

I haven't been on often, as RD and work have kept me busy, but I will post when I can. I also was only able to complete a few holiday fic gifts so only a few will be distributed in time for the actual holiday. OTHERS ARE COMING THOUGH. I promise. <3 I'm also going to check my friends list soon, and reply to all the wonderful...friendsness! Yahoo!

And I won't say much due to spoilers but... 3-11/3-12 made me so teary. T_T I need second playthrough to see the variance in story damn it!

But the most recent developments do make me think...What would a world without man be?

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!!! (yaoi_chick)

Off tomorrow <333 After six days of working...Yeah!! Infact, off tomorrow AND Friday. I'm so excited. :D

I've also finally got my own checking account card so I can actually do some damned Christmas shopping. I'm done with Lora, but I still need to do my trip for S-chan and Papa. I've also got to write some stuff....

Like 'Let's Go Our Own Way'.

I also want to make some icons..

More importantly, Maybe I can play some RD soon too....Just got to Chapter 5 of Part 3. Reyson <333

Also, determined to use Lyre because she's cute and hawt and sweet and I really like her, even if her strength makes Baby Ashera cry at night.

Great strengh Lyre. Nice to know ILYANA has almost more.

Heh.

I've also realized that I am a Pelleas fanboy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCHAN queen_s!!!!! There's a giftfic for you right here! I sincerely hope you like it! I hope everyone else likes it as well.

There is also another gift right over here at risingchance for you Schan!!

Happy 19th birthday!!

Title: Skin Deep
Fandom: Fire Emblem 9
Characters: Calill x Nephenee
Rating: T
Summary: Calill sees something inside her that she, herself, cannot see.
Dedication: To Schan. I hope you love this fic and pair!
Disclaimer: FE9 = Not Mine!
Notes: You can find it over here at FF.net.

( “Don’t think ill of me.” Calill chuckled. )

Updated 'Let's Go Our Own Way'! Yay! It's chapter 6, Chaste.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3734500/1/Lets_Go_Our_Own_Way

Also putting it here for safety purposes.

I really liked this chapter. It's the first in 'LGOWW' that doesn't centre on Muarim. It was fun giving Largo the most camera time, and the chapter also prominently features Calill, one of my favorite characters. Hah.

It's also worth noticing that the fics are easier to read on LJ. Weird. *hates FF.nets formatting system*

( ...are you more than friends? )

I'm still considering making a fic journal.

EDIT: Edited for bad HTML. /lj-cuts indeed.

So I did another 30_kisses! <33 I'd love it if you went here Mitigate; The Space Between Dream and Reality and checked it out.


Title: Mitigate
Author: NicoChan
Pairing: Largo/Muarim
Fandom: Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance
Theme: #6; The space between dream and reality
Disclaimer: I don’t own Fire Emblem or it’s associated trademarks.

( Also here. )

So I finished most of the next "Let's Go Our Own Way" drabble. (The Space Between Dream and Reality.) I just need to do the ending and then some uber editing.

I'm not as happy with this fic when I reread it. Of course, I'm extremely critical and compare it to others great work. Huh.

I'll have it all finished and posted tomorrow, I believe. <3

YAY! Finally a reason to use my Muarim/Largo icon! WHOOO.

X posted at FF.net Go there and review, plz. <3

Title: Delusion
Author: NicoChan
Pairing: Largo/Muarim
Fandom: Fire Emblem 9
Theme: #3; Jolt!
Disclaimer: I claim not to own FE or it’s associated trademarks.


( Soon the dawn will come again, but what I got? What has this cost me? )

Okay Marcus. I hope you enjoy. <3

Yay for Sabin x Cyan! Whee <3


Waltz

( It wasn’t that Cyan, the retainer of Doma, did not know how to dance. Far from the contrary, actually. )

Alright Mini, the second half of your request. <3 I did my best, I hope you enjoy.

(Hm. I don't currently have a Naesala or Sanaki icon to use so...ENJOY ULKI INSTEAD!! <3 ^_^)

( His dark wings contrasted heavily with her white sheets )

So yeah, I've still got the list of fics I owe people due to that meme.

(Cyan/Sabin-Marcus
Nealuchi-Mini
Chris/Wesker or Chris/Plant 42 or Leon/Krauer for Jayden
Kain- Laasarina
Cid/Loz- RedGems)

I also owe Mini a Sanaki/Neasala fic for the wonderful job she did on the 30 kisses icons I requested. <3 Just so you guys know I have NOT forgotten. I'm thinking off each fic and will do it when the "inspiration" hits me. Until then I'll be continuing my 30 kisses series.

So...yeah. Basically I didn't want anyone thinking I was neglecting their fics when I did 30 kisses ones. <3 Love to all.

Whee! <3 <3 Remember, this is also over at my FFN account. Review it there if you'd like. <3

Oh, and I'm starting to think that this might all follow a certain continuity. >.>


Title: Blood
Author: NicoChan
Pairing: Largo x Muarim
Fandom: Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance
Theme: #19 Red
Disclaimer: I don’t own Fire Emblem, Largo or Muarim. Intelligent System does though.

( It was everywhere. It was red. Passion, Violence and Death )

Title: Good Night
Author: NicoChan
Pairing: Largo/Muarim
Fandom: Fire Emblem 9: Path of Radiance
Theme: #24 Good Night
Disclaimer: I don’t own FE: PoR or any of it’s characters. I simply enjoy playing with them.


( Here and at my FF.net account )

I just read a Kain x Rydia fic and liked it.

...Ew. What's wrong with me?

Well, it WAS well written...

W00T. Finished my first kiss! <3 I did #15 "True Blue".

This is here, FE_yaoi, AND my Fanfiction.net account. Feel free to review it anywhere (or everywhere. Heh heh.)

Title: Amazing
Author: NicoChan
Pairing: Largo x Muarim
Fandom: Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance
Theme: #15; Perfect Blue
Disclaimer: I claim no ownership of FE or the characters contained herein. This is simply a fan work done out of love for the game and it’s characters.

( I've never seen a bluer sky. It's reaching out and moving closer...something about blue. )

EDIT: I can't but feel so happy about this fic! <3 Good job me, you did it!

So, I got a challenge from J-Boy. BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR.

Fire Emblem/Sleeping Beauty crossover. (Or, if ya want, Kingdom Hearts crossover.)

Review, bitches. <3

( Mad King and Dark Fairy )

I was listening to Going Under when I suddenly had the urge to write another drabble. Yay for loosing the evils of writers block!

Fandom: X-men (Comics)
Summary: The burning. The bleeding. The fire won't go out.

( Logan couldn't reach her, even if she was in his arms... )