Life is really freaking hard.

I really don't like it.

So I've been saddled with watching Joe's house why he and his large family go on vacation in North Carolina for a little over a week. I've got their house to myself, minus their dogs, and am making a pretty decent sum for watching the place. The only sucky thing is that I don't have a car, so I'm pretty much stranded here.

No cable, but they do have internet, so that's a plus! : D I also brought the Wii here, so if I get really bored, I'll at least have that. It's the fourth day they've been gone, and they'll be back Sunday.

It's the longest we've been apart. I'm lonely for him. : (

D'awwww!

And I am SO bored!

Joe just brought me some Mac & Cheese bites from TGIFridays. <3333

4 months as of yesterday too, Heh.

And is anyone else having trouble logging into their Facebook today?

Soooo bummed out. Recent junk going on that I'm not gonna detail, mixed with bad dreams, and now Joe's mom has "discovered" I've been staying over there often and wants it to stop so now we're back to being royally screwed, right as summer is coming up, and when I've got all these other issues to deal with and...AUGGGGHHHH.

Majorly stressed and depressed. The worse thing is, being with Joe right now would probably help, but he's at home. Alone. Without me. kasjfijf

Crazy day!

( Do the loop-de-loop! )

We'll see. <3

Nooooooo. I don't wanna walk to work! T_T 45 minutes of hell approaches. Then another 8 hours of Target hell.

Damn.

I actually applied for a job as Hastings which is right by the apartment, but I doubt they'll hire me. I think I missed the huge hiring spree they had when they originally opened a couple months back.

Damn it all.

In cooler news, today marks the 2nd month anniversary. W00t! Hey, it's better than nothing!

E...ew....

Y-yuck...


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EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!! THAT'S JUST NASTY!!!

Do these guys actually use this bathroom?

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

D-do not want!! DO NOT WANT!!

I'm going to force Joe to clean himself in Lysol or something...

Note to self: Oops.

So we've been together a month now! Awesome sauce. : D

I also really need to work on my 30 kisses....Like major.

W-why is it so cold?

But I sure kept warm last night~

Papa has come very close to completely accepting I'm gay.

He is contemplating a dinner with Joe, him and myself.

Wow. I never thought this kind of thing would ever happen in my life.

Things with Joe are going better than I could have ever dreamed.

Oh, and my request for a vacation the first week of march was accepted! Yahoo!

asdajdhlakjl DO WANT

I feel really strongly for him. I've never felt this type of feeling for someone else before.

We've talked about it for a month. We've considered it, and neither of us wants to get hurt. We both want the same thing.

I'm officially dating him. Wow.

He's...very... very nice.



Edit: Cloverfield is the pimpest movie ever. GO SEE IT.

So I went out with this guy I met on Facebook today. It wasn't a date, per se, just us getting to know each other and stuff. We saw The Orphanage and it was really good.

He's really nice.